So I just got to thinking about my future and marriage. I know I’m never going to get married but if a guy was ever to propose to me and pulls out a ring I would say no right on the spot because 1) never going to get married 2) why the hell do you need a ring to propose in the first place? You could use that money for so many other things that are actually important. What I don’t understand is why guys think that they need to have a material thing in order show someone you love them. In reality society just thinks it’s the norm that you need a ring for proposing. I hate the very thought of that. If you love someone just show it you don’t need material things to do it.

P.S. Happy Valentines Day❤️


I am legit afraid of mascots. So afraid that once when I was little and my family went to a basketball game one came near me and I started bawling my eyes out until he went away. I don’t know where this fear came from but every time I see one somewhere I run in the other direction. Even now being a sophomore in high school I am deathly afraid of them. The other day I was walking into the cafeteria and I saw a Bigfoot mascot and I almost screamed. I don’t have nightmares ever (thank goodness) but if I did I know they would be in them.



So there’s this guy that I think likes me and so I wanted to talk to him. So I went on my snapchat and added him and he asked who it was when he knew for a fact that it was me because he does this every time. So just for the heck of it I told him my name that he already knew. Not two minutes later he sends me a picture of him completely naked but only showing his abs. He then says he’s going to take a shower so I just stopped talking to him Cus I thought he was taking a shower. One minute later he sends me a text saying that I hate him which I don’t (though he can be annoying sometimes). Then he sends me another picture of him again saying he’s going to take a shower and this time the picture is a full body one with his hands over his genitalia. I literally screamed like seriously I almost fell out of my chair. After I was done freaking out I told him to go take a shower so he did. When he was done he sent me a message asking me what I wanted to ask him and I told him I wasn’t the one who asked that but he insisted I did and so I said never mind and he blocked me. ARE YOU SERIOUS! I should be blocking you, you fucking pervert like holy shit I didn’t say or do anything wrong. I’m so done with boys. God damn God damn.

-P.s. Sorry I haven’t written in a long time I’ll try to do more😄